
Showers in a City
Why did you sent me to a sinful city where I fell In love with its people; only to leave empty handed?
What was I supposed to learn from this? Did anyone else benefit from my story?
Did I make you proud to call me your daughter? Did I do what you sent me out to do?
I thought you took me there to set a flag of victory, but I left empty handed? Did I at least bring you honor?
I feel I waisted time and emotions. I feel I lost treasures and so much strength. Did I plant anything of value for you? Did I make a difference? Was my time there spend wisely? Did we achieve what you sent me forth to accomplish?
Will I ever see the city’s fruits?
Now what???????
I have a wondering heart. All I think about is that city that I fell in love with! I think about the people I met there! What now Dear Lord???
I have returned from a battle zone to my bedroom where I cry every night. What do I do? How do I regain strength? Is this a time to regain strength to be sent off to my next mission? Let there be no distractions. Please, I want to be faithful to you.