You Arrived

I stood in the fire, but I didn’t get burned. This angered me because I wanted my body to become ashes. Why not? My soul was already burning in hell, And my spirit was scattered by the hurried winds.   I stood in the middle of the grave wearing my bloody stained white robe. I was crying but I didn’t take notice because of the depths of the pain. A demon stripped away my innocence. He should have buried me.   I was drowning in agonizing thoughts. I ran barefoot through the night of the forest. My feet were bruised and cut opened by the glass on the ground. I […]

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One Woman to Another

When I was done sharing my story an elegant woman approached me. She stated, “You remind me of me. Do you have time for me to share a little about my latest experiences?” I held her hands as a sat near her getting ready to give her my undivided attention. And so she began: I dreamt a sweet-bitter dream last night in which the love of my life and I chatted in the Spirit about God and life. We were filled by each other’s presence. He treated me with such reverence, like a true daughter of the King. He held me in his arms and prayed for me endlessly. Endlessly. […]

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A Moment with The Girls of the Spa

Sometimes things aren’t what they seem. We often think that a woman who is being trafficked for sex constantly experiences physical abuse. And although I am positive an element of violence is present in all forms of sexual abuse, when I am in the presence of the women working to serve the Johns in their spa, I witness affection that confuses me. It seems to me that these particular Johns—their sex clients of today—are VIP clients because of the way the ladies treat them, in a very familiar manner. I can observe them hug these men as they welcome them into the spa. They spend about five minutes making them […]

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I am Still Here

I want to be a righteous woman. I want to be called Your daughter. I want to please You, and cause You to be proud of calling me, “My child.” I desire Your ways. I truly delight in Your Law. I worship You. You have written Your Word on the tablet of my heart. It is written, rooted deep within. But, The light has deemed. I am gasping for air. I am trying to breath. The pain came and I became discouraged. I’m not saying I am Doubting, I could never, You are True and Faithful. I just need to see Your hand, Your light once again. I need to […]

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Thankful for His Love

I often remember the little girl I used to be. She was sweet. She had so much to offer. She wanted to love everyone equally. This little girl was really cute. Her mother always told her, “your eyes are very dark, they are dark like the night. They are beautiful because I can see a little light, the reflection of the moon.” My mother often told me that since I was born the light in my eyes captivated every person who came in contact with me. She would tell me stories of how I shared my entire world with one look and how I communicated wisdom and life. But, after […]

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Chamomille and Passion Flower

She curled up in the bathtub hugging her legs with both of her arms. As she stared at the draining water her thoughts overcome her heart. The warm water fell on her like soft rain, it was refreshing to her soul. She felt the water caress her beautiful dark hair as it hydrated her pores one-by-one. She reached for the hair solution, very gently squishing some onto her hand she rubbed her hands together spreading the soft solution. She placed her hands up near her nose, she inhaled. Mmm, the scent reached her innermost thoughts. As she caressed the solution on her hair and then hugged her legs again, she thought […]

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He is Sealed by The Lord

I trust you Lord. You will bring into my life my future husband. Although, I do not know who he will be, I do know his character. I know his character because I know your heart for my life. Lord, you want the best for me, thus you have the best for me. I am your daughter, your warrior princess. You have sealed me with your seal, thus he must be sealed as well. He is a man with a Christ like character. He walks filled of your Spirit. He is humble, brave, kind, loving, and compassionate. He is strong, fear does not conquer him. He is a man of God. […]

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Save Me

As a young teen I liked spending countless hours in my bedroom. Like any teenager, I locked myself in my bedroom with my headphones on my ears listening to music. I smoked pot while looking up to the ceiling imagining I was staring into the sky. This was my ideal Friday night when I did not want to go out. I wondered, “Is this all there is to life?” Imagine a young girl’s eyes full of curiosity to know a mighty God… I sang a song to God. It was my plea for salvation from myself and from the life I knew. I was high on pot every time, but […]

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Last Night

Last night I wept. My mind, my spirit, and my entire being was broken in the presence of God; primarily because I was angry at Him and secondly because I felt defenseless. My entire world almost crumbled before me and I did not know where to hide. This is a problem. Why did I not think of coming to Jesus and exposing my dilemma before Him? I let my mind and human nature consume me instead of coming to the King. Anyone would think that by now I should go to the Lord first thing, that this would be my first instinctive thought. Yes! They would be correct since I profess […]

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New Year Resolution

I know, your new year resolution is to lose weight and make more money right? That’s good, but I really hope that’s not all you are hoping for. I pray that your greatest resolution for this new year I s to obtain yours and your family’s salvation. God promises that if you seek the Kingdom of God first all else will be added onto your life (Matthew 6:33). After you have obtained salvation from the Lord by submitting your will to His and by believing in Him by being obedient to His perfect will, then pray for your family members and pray so He gives you the vision and plans […]

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